Wait it out

Imogean Heap - Wait it out

I listen to the song 'Wait it out' by Imogean Heap and literally am lost in the words. She is not only my favourite artist, but the words in her song describe the emptiness that I deal with everyday.

'Where do we go from here? - How do we carry on I can't get beyond the questions'

'It cuts me with every could have been' - Tears, rolls down my face.  I am left with a hole in my heart, I am left with sadness.

'Pain on pain on play repeating....with a back up make shift life in waiting'. That is the life I dream of. The dream of my Dad being alive. For my Dad to meet my son, to know my husband, to give me advice and direction. To hug me, to laugh with me, to hold my hand as I walk through life. To support me and to unconditionally love me forever!

'Everybody says that time heals everything, but what of the wretched hollow, the endless in between, Are we just going to wait it out?

I just have to wait it out. Hoping that as her lyrics say, time will heal everything. Truth is, I am not sure if that is even possible.